OK. So I slacked off yesterday. If you don’t care why, just scroll on down and start reading from “So, the images”, otherwise, fill your boots! I wasn’t in the mood to write the post and thought I’d explain a little bit about why. Those who follow me on Twitter might have read that after 18 months, I finally feel like a fog that has surrounded me since the birth of my son has really started lifting. This might sound all very weird, but there will be people who can understand. It is not just the children, but a lot of other things that have been happening that led to far too much mental activity and considerable self-doubt. This coupled with the massive change in role from 16 hour days working in a mad geek tech environment to staying at home with the kids, has been a lot to take in. I don’t regret any of it, but it has been flipping hard work at times! So, just as I start feeling like things are moving and I am happy with me and my lot in life, a couple of things happened yesterday, that tested my new resolve. Ironically too, as I grow back in self-confidence about me, my professional doubts, that I can’t cut it, creep back in. This is a good thing, this is what made me continually strive to improve in my career and makes me want to do the same with my art and photography. So all of this bundled together meant I just was not in the mood to post images that I was not particularly pleased with. Today, however, I just don’t care. I walked away, I slept and I put it all back into perspective and I feel much better again. I do so miss the Duvet Days of a working life!
So, the images. The first is a barn (and yes, I have severely over processed this, that was the look I wanted). Apparently this used to be used for making traditional fencing, but since that business closed down, the barn has just been left to dissolve. Guess I have a bit of a thing for old wrecks. Seems a sad waste. Then, the lambs. I am still on the hunt for the lamb picture I have in my head, I don’t want to achieve it by visiting a centre, I want to do it with those bouncing around in the field. So, another failed shot, but I like the fluffy little things so much I have still included one! Just for completeness, I thought I’d do it as a before and after. So, the lamb shanks we had for dinner last night make a funny little appearance.